kahhow like some stalker. i post only he know the next day. kay fine. i dont care. haha
well, it's been more than a week.. less affected but... still affected.
i've been trying to face it, but i just cant.
it's like... i dont wanna say it here la... only some people know exactly why i cant face it..
sian... i really dont want to give a damn already la! AHHHH!!!
okay back to my life.
today physics test is SHIT. WTF.
such a difficult paper and u say it's olevel standard? TYS THOSE QUESTIONS FAKE ONE IS IT? -.-
okay dont care. seriously im on my way to getting an f9.
have to work doubly hard for my other sunjects already!!
will study for chemistry during the two periods of elective tmr.
really aiming for a A for that!
the rest also cant be too lousy.
both maths also going for A uh! too many fails not nice!
then after test today went to the canteen to do TD gold project.
after which, me and gabriel went to play soccer with the rest.
we lost 3-1 to everlast.
i scored a consolation! but still we lost.. nvm... will look at what happened.
there's some conflict in the team now i think.. haiz.. will solve it once and for all tmr.
then was practically slacking and messaging the whole night, till now.. i think im gonna have an early night. im really tired..
and yeah, imrpoved my one lap timing by 10 seconds!
6:25
i kept stopping! it could have been 6:10!
nvm! aiming for 6 if we are still running one rounds. but if not, hope i can run below 12 mins!!! thanks to all the soccer trainings, encouragements from friends, i can run more quickly now, more stamina uh! thanks guys!
it's just one month to my birthday! but i wonder who will really remember it anyway...
dont care la, im foreveralone.
other than that, BYEBYE! nothing much to say anyway.. (:

Just gonna post before I sleep.
Err... Yeah lots of things happened this week.
But I'm gonna take it upon my stride and move on.
I'll never shed a tear for a girl anymore, for my school days at least.
All I can say is, I've no right to be unhappy. Do whatever u want, it's not my business.
Whether I will hate u two or what, it's not your problem too. (:
All those sweet talks seems stupid. Why the eff did I even do all those things?
When my dad asked me about the Christmas present I coincidently gotten from u, I really just felt like throwing it away. I mean, u should have already been out of my memories, for I know that I've never been in yours.
U dont want me to blame u two, but please, don't be so selfish. I do what I want. Dont expect too much from me. It's already good that I haven't fan lian.
For him, I might even make myself quit the soccer team, a team made up of brothers, but he destroyed ME.
It was really fun.
And there's really still lots of things to say.
But I'm seriously on the verge of breaking down.
When ms Dil talked about bgr problems, I was damn affected. But I just had to act normal and disiao kahhow, who wanted to commit suicide. LOL
But I know, I can do nothing.
Studying is my top priority.
And the text buddy I have? Nah, I don't like her. She's really just a friend to me, to help me with all these problems for now. Nothing much. After everything is over, all will be only hmwk!
So yeah, school was great.
Thank kianmeng for helping me with am! Can't disappoint him I guess? Need to do well in term test!
Been playing soccer this two weeks, almost everyday!
And there's a match tmr. But I won't play. Cos I know, with u around, I always have a dip in standard and form.
I'm just gonna sit down and look, really hoping that freeplay warriors will win.
This should just end here.. Gonna sleep.
From next week on, everything will start afresh. I won't be bothered by other things.
And anyway, npcc sec 1 have 30 people!
Gonna have fun with them after CNY!
Done. (:

it's been so long since i blogged! haha
okay school started. it's a really busy first week i had! had to stay in sch till 8! for pds! haha
okay, so npcc pds had a performance during cca bazaar. Go and watch it on youtube everyone! it's a really great performance!
it's all due to the training that we had, the cooperation with each other. (:
i really enjoyed it uh..
then had quite alot of homework also! the workload is like never-ending...
it's more than what we have for our holidays ah! haha exaggeration. but yeah i dunno how to describe la! haha
then on monday, we took out chinese olevel result. i was one of the 8 who got a B3. disappointed max. but i tried already. so im out of hmt, then i'll go for a retest on may.
hope i can get a A1. (:
then today played soccer for the first time this year! the feeling is great man! everyone is still playing well! i scored two! seem to be solo efforts but i wouldnt have done it if my teammates didn't pass the ball to me! so yeah! great teamwork! we lost 2-0, fight back and took the lead 3-2 and lost the match 5-3. D:
haha but was really fun uh!
all the express classes will be going to ACJC tmr! haha one of my dream school ah! (:
9 points.
but i also have a few other schools in my mind.
ACJC, SAJC(provided Gabriel go man!), CJC. haha i'll also be looking at a few poly courses.. err... business management or business with engineering.
but for all this dreams to happen, im gonna study real hard. (:
i'm serious man!
and Mr Lin announced that i'll be the sec 1 adjutant for 2012 together with Angela uh! hope we work well ba! (:
not gonna waste the 4 months i have.
then SPF nominees was also announced. quite disappointed not to have gotten it.. but nvm uh... just gotta think positively and move on. at least i know why i wasn't able to get it.
double disappointments this week, but at least i had a good news ba.. now i guess it's just studies.
term test will be starting soon after CNY. gonna start on geog if i dont need help with lesson plan today.
ahh... tmr will be going for a run during PE. ohgosh, im gonna fail again...
what can i do to just pass it! no time go run on my own also lo..
k luhh, hope i do well tmr... at least pass. (:
im done here!! BYE! (: