Yeah. Os is almost done. (:
AIYA think I totally screwed it up. I'm damn scared that my answers cannot sia. Especially for my sciences. Chem like can do, but after prelims 2, totally lost lots of confidence. Hope for the best. Physics was today and kinda screwed up! This paper is more difficult than past years! Hope moderate lower! A1 set at 70? Haha like that still got hope!
But both maths should get A1! If not damn disappointed sia!
English. GOD. Comprehension. Totally flunked la. Now I'm hoping I can pass really. I can't even answer stupid questions. Hope that my oral and compo can pull my marks up uh.
Left with Chinese and sciences MCQs.
K I'm determined to work for that A. I need it terribly.
Lets say el 5, em am 1 each, CL can get 2? Then another random subject of 3! Then at least can go poly finance ba. Won't make it for jc I think. And I don't have the time anymore. Gotta be working for my parents alot more this few years. :/ unless my chem and physics both can A2 huh. And EL B4. Then still can go CJC or what. HAIYA difficult la. My cousin so smart also get more than 10 la. Siannn
K back to reality. I'm just all alone. Really. No one cares about me uh. I put in effort but no one cares. Is it like I must be the one doing so much?
Am I obliged to do so? Idk. I'm confused. Really. Wonder how am I gonna spend this holiday. With my bros? Nah doubt so. I'm always left out anyway. I don't effing make any difference. Just like what is happening, u there u don't reply. Eh eff u la. Just say dont want hard is it? I'm never gonna plan anything anymore. Some ass just don't realize how hard is it to plan. I'm not gonna please anyone.
And always been joked at, nah. Not a nice feeling. Everything i say, everything I do, everything is funny.
Nah. This holiday is all about myself. Work, isolate myself. Follow my parents around, get used to everything. And go for workouts too! Haha! Today's soccer was great uh. Scored 3, oh well. All lucky goal what. Popular people who scores all damn nice. People like me score, it's like nothing much. I'm sick of this life.
K I'm done ranting, no one gonna see anyway. Hahaha! Bye!