Haiz... Why should I still care so much man... It's like... I really can't describe my feelings now.
It's freaking affecting me.
I failed 5 this time round. HELLO LIMBENGKENG, 5. Yes, out of 7.
I'm feeling damn disappointed. Thi will be a wake up call for me.
It's really time to forget you, but you're in the same freaking class as me. #FML
But just what can I do? Everywhere I go, people are talking about u two. Not even considering how I feel, AT ALL.
Ya great, for now I failed physics, chemistry, amaths. Will get back ss and geog, which I failed badly too. And English damn jialat also.
Hope I get a1 for emaths since its quite easy? Then Chinese get a B. PLEASE
If not my l1r5 40+ sia. Wth
I seriously have to stop all this crap, I can't carry on with this life.
And yeah no more soccer already, I mean like not gonna play everyday.
I'll change. Maybe to 2 per week.. Then slowly no more.
But when I have free time, all I think about is what happened..
What the hell can I do to forget u, seriously..
Aiya heck care la!
But I won't fail so many for prelim already.
I'll study hard, no soccer, no distractions and anything!
Yes, I said it. I'll do it. No one can stop me.
Just have to keep on motivation myself to keep on doing better than last year.
This results for term test, treat it like it never exist, cos its only gonna drag me down.
So yeah, I've yet to break the news to my mum, I have to find a way to do it. Though she will be damn disappointed.
Okay enough of all this. Actions speak louder than words, all I have to do is to improve myself now.
Then this morning woke up late, almost late but still early by a few seconds.
Then had el, damn suey, had to stand up for nothing, again. But nvm luhh...
Then had PE. Played captain ball. I damn lousy la. But don't care. I guess it's because of all that stupid comments that pulled me down.
Then after recess was Chem, took back results damn disappointing. Don't care luhh.. Can't change a thing, all I can do is study harder, get my basics right and move on.
Had science day, did chem calculations.
Then played soccer awhile before going home. Just awhile, to relieve stress. But no more! Hahaha
Then I ran home,need to start running uh! My running like CMI again! Wtf. bathe, change, and went to cwp for dinner. It's mum birthday! Ha dinner at hot tomato cos swensens was kinda crowded and packed.
Then walked awhile and went home! Didn't buy anything though!
Okay, now gonna sleep! Having a 'early' night! Hahah goodnight stalkers who are stalking me! LOL especially kahhow.
Haha BYE! (:
No matter what happens, I'll tell myself,
LIMBENGKENG, keep moving on. There will always be someone better, just that u haven't met her. The past? Nah, I have to forget it cos it wasn't meant to be.
And about studies, just move on too. I'm not exactly that stupid. I just need that little bit more concentration. (:
Cos there's friends, true friends, who will always be there for u, be it when you are down and out, or happy.
I know it, I can feel it. One of them will always be Gabriel. He's always there man! Thanks bro! Thanks to those that always helps me along this 3 years plus too. Really.
Those haters, lol it's your problem la! Things that happen also not my fault! Chey! I don't want haters also can't sia! -,- not gonna care anymore.
Okay BYE! LOL xD