Yes, I still love you. Still as much. That's the reason that u wanted. The one reason.
It's because of the lies and everything that caused me to feel upset, unhappy.
Wouldn't it be better if u told me sooner? Like straight in the face that it wasn't possible, tell me to forget it?
U didn't, u just continued to not say anything.
And about him, u were like, u don't like each other and even pushed him to another girl. Seriously wtf. Do u think letting me know on my own would hurt me less deeply. No, it isn't gonna help, at all. And u came asking me what was I angry about? Freak u la seriously, u could have at least told me what is happening sooner right? What give him only one word reply, lend him shirt and things like that? Tell me all this for? Make me jealous? Make me sad? And in the end, my own problem. I don't even have the rights to be angry.
Like a bastard, but yeah, you're still on my mind, everyday, every hour, every minute, every second for so long.
It's the truth, why should I lie that I've freaking forgotten about u when I've not been able to do that?
Feeling freaking frustrated, I mean, when guys do something wrong, its the guys fault. When girls do something wrong, it's also the guys fault.
C'mon, we weren't born to always please u all, can't u all somehow sometimes be more direct?maybe even tell us everything, so we won't even have high hopes?
Now looking at the things I said to u, it's stupid, but I can't help thinking at all girl.
All those things I said... When I remember it, I freaking feel like a clown. One that entertains u like a idiot when u already have someone in mind.
And lastly, about YOU, yes, another you.
It's their problem what, did u have to extra and like caused problems between them?
Like them settle it on their own la.
I really dont wanna say mean things man.. and what u are doing is just making him upset.
I'm done here la seriously. I'm feeling damn effed up.
I still love you. The end.
Bye. Gonna play soccer tmr, forget about everything, play to my heart's content, and go home and start with revision.